why i feel so sad !

bestnye tgk member2 aku ad pasangan yg ceria n sweet... kwn2 ku kt melaka senang je dpt bf ... bestnye.. untung la korang.... xmcm aakkuu susah nk cri .. lg2 tgh bdan gemok cm ni....kt sni pulak aku asyk teman member2 aku dating,, siang mlm aku kna tman.. best tgk dyrng dating... hahahaha.....dlu aku dpt yg terbaik tp aku sia-siakn.. nasib2... khairun ni memang bernasib malang skrang owg wt ko blik....omg...xpe la.. bak kata mak aku.. study dlu .. , kurus kn bdan , kemas kn diri , enjoy rsai erti kehidupan.... bila mama ckp mcm 2 rse cm best je tp rse sedh pon ad.... bila couple pulak aku asyk leka je bila single rse kesunyian.. hmmm... susah nye... i need to balance it.... but i miss the moment when i was in malacca with you ! but it all gone for ever ... now u have a beeter life with her... although it's only 4 month with you but i have lot of memory that i shoulh forget it ... ! i need to move on.. ! bye2 memory <3